Blog post #14: Hey There Everyone!

Hey there everyone!

Man I haven't blogged in a while. I'm still not used to the whole blogging thing so I do my best to type everything that's in my mind. OK not gonna lie, I've been using this blog site recently but only whenever I had to vent out my frustration and sadness. But those blogs are gone now. I didn't want for no one to read those because like I said it was me releasing everything I had inside of me instead of posting all that on Facebook. Facebook is not a journal but yeah I have posted some personal stuff in there before but still I try not to post to many personal things in there. While I'm in the subject of Facebook, to me Facebook is a place where you can keep in touch with the people you don't usually get to see and I like that. for example I keep in touch with my cousins that live in El Paso, Texas. We haven't seen each other in 14 yrs. Me personally I love sharing funny pictures on Facebook or the occasional YouTube video i find interesting or maybe I'll post a song that I'll be listening too. Another thing is that if you notice on my friends list I only have people added that I know personally. currently the number of friends that's on my list is 69. Yep 69 hahahahaha! The only thing that I don't like about Facebook is that those damn pages keep posting the same old crap over and over again and its getting pretty annoying to be honest so what I do is that I unfollow those pages that I dont even remember following in the first place. There is however one thing i love about Facebook is the bitstrip app. I find it hilarious and fun to do. I love making bitstrips of my friends and family because that's my way of showing everyone that i always think about them plus i just love the different scenes I get to edit hahaha. Anyways to quote Forest Gump, that's all I have to say about that.

For those who are not aware, I, Jonathan Gonzalez, have applied for college next year. I already have my student I.D. number and took the placement test this week. Next Monday I scheduled an appointment to talk to a counselor about my classes. This is big for me because for the first time in 7 yrs I go back to school. Man I do wanna say I feel stupid for not continuing school sooner cuz now, I forgot most of the things I've learned in my school years, and the only thing I have to say about that is that the only person to blame for this is myself. I am pretty excited about the idea of going back to school. JCCC is a pretty nice school and Johny is really looking forward in attending in that school :) Another reason I'm doing this is because that's gonna be a nice way of getting my lazy ass out of my house and actually do something and also it'll be a nice way to meet new people and to be honest that is what I need right now. A lot of my friends go to JCCC so I kept telling myself that its time for the most awesome guy on earth to go back to school as well. Still haven't seen all of the school though so I'm hopeful that one of these days I'll go over there and ask for a tour so that way I can finally see the entire school. At this moment I applied for Liberal arts because still not sure what career to choice. On the orientation they told me that they can help pick a career that will fit me based on my skills, not gonna lie though that's gonna be tough to choose because I don't even know what I'm good at. If anything its gonna have to be something that has to do with music or computers. Still deciding though. Anyways this is something I wanted to share with you guys! lol I think I said enough for today. Hope everyone has a nice weekend :)

Blogpost #13: Wherever I may roam

Metallica
Wherever I may roam

And the road becomes my bride
And the road becomes my bride
I have stripped of all but pride
So in her I do confide
And she keeps me satisfied
Gives me all I need

...and with dust in throat I crave
Only knowledge will I save
To the game you stay a slave
Rover wanderer
Nomad vagabond
Call me what you will

But I'll take my time anywhere
Free to speak my mind anywhere
And I'll redefine anywhere
Anywhere I roam
Where I lay my head is home

And the earth becomes my throne
And the earth becomes my throne
I adapt to the unknown
Under wandering stars I've grown
By myself but not alone
I ask no one

...and my ties are severed clean
The less I have the more I gain
Off the beaten path I reign
Rover wanderer
Nomad vagabond
Call me what you will

But I'll take my time anywhere
I'm free to speak my mind anywhere
And I'll never mind anywhere
Anywhere I may roam
Where I lay my head is home

But i'll take my time anywhere
Free to speak my mind
And I'll take my find anywhere
Anywhere I may roam
Where I lay my head is home

Carved upon my stone
My body lie, but still I roam
Wherever I may roam

Blog post #12: Starlight

I love this song by Muse

Here's the lyrics to this awesome song!

Artist: Muse
Song: Starlight
Album: Black Holes and Revelations


Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold

blog post #11: Just Blogging and Some Quotes

Wazup my friends!

So I'm here on the computer listening to music so I said to my self why not make a blog. Nothing specific today just to make a blog.

Well my day was ok. It was a typical eh day at work. At the beginning of the day it was so damn humid it was just horrible. All day it was cloudy and stormy but sometime around noon it started getting cooler which is nice compare to being all humid and steamy. My weekend was ok I guess. Didn't do anything special, specially knowing that you don't have money to do shit. Like I said it was ok. I finally got to rest on a Saturday after working the last 2 Saturdays.

I wonder who reads all my blogs. I don't know why I have this in mind so might as well share it here. Anyways not a lot of people read them but still it'll be nice to know who. I know its just a random thought that I had when I was typing this blog lol.

Here's some quotes I found online today for you guys.

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
― Bernard M. Baruch

I like this one cuz that's who I am. ME!
“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”
― Oscar Wilde.

“Friendship is born at that moment when one man says to another: "What! You too? I thought that no one but myself . . ."”
― C.S. Lewis

“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.”
― Elbert Hubbard

“I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
― Maya Angelou

I agree with this one!
 “It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche

“Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.”
― William Shakespeare

“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”
― Lao Tzu

“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.”
― Mother Teresa

Well that's it for me. Here's the song of the day

Laters!

blog post #10: DBZ MEMES

 

Hello everyone

I haven't posted anything in my blogs lately so I'll be posting some random stuff like a few DBZ memes I found yesterday on the internet. Here it is.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



 

There's a trailer for a live action series a guy on YouTube is currently producing.

 



 

In my opinion is looking pretty good so far. Can't wait for the finish product.

 

My friend Danny started a page where he is gonna be posting stuff like video gaming, internet memes etc. Here's the link to his Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/Sinsorium?fref=nf ITS AWESOME!

 

That's it for right now peeps

 

Laters!

 

blog post #9: Busy, Busy, Busy!!!!!

Hello everyone!

I wanna start of by saying its been a crazy week at work so far! busy busy busy!!!!!! its been chaotic! I can honestly say that I need a damn break already! The funny part about that is that our busy season just started lol hahahaha. So hows everyone doing today? My day was pretty good. Like I said since we've been busy at work I'm just a little exhausted but other than that its been good.

I haven't posted a blog in a few days so I decided to post one today. Monday after work I hung out with my friend Katherine. I have to say nothing better after a long day at work than to see a pretty adorable smile like hers. We went to Starbucks talked and played a lil bit of yugioh. A lil secret though cuz I know she'll probably wont read this but I let her win on yugioh. shhhh don't tell her I said  this lol hahahaha.

All this week its been too dark cool and cloudy outside. Where's the beautiful weather? Actually I think by this weekend its suppose to be nice and next week its gonna be pretty hot! Johny does love some nice weather. Too bad I have to work on Saturday again but oh well! Not gonna complain about that.

So last Saturday me and the sis were playing some call of duty and it was FUN!!!!!!! Back and forth action we were pretty even on the number of kills. But in the end she ends up beating me! I just don't know how in the hell she gets a whole bunch of kills in such short time. I was like "how in the fucking hell do you have a lot of kills already and I cant find no one to kill? Fuck this shit!" lol It was pretty fun game though but I am taking my revenge on Saturday though! BWAHAHAHA!!!!!

SWEET DREAMS ARE MADE OF THIS, WHO AM I TO DISAGREE?, I TRAVEL THE WORLD AND THE SEVEN SEAS, EVERYBODY IS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING..... I'm listening to this song right now. Maybe I should make this song the song of the day and I will!!!! here it is!

I was feeling a little down at the beginning of the week but I'm feeling much better now. I said to myself no reason to be this way just cheer myself up and be positive. I'm doing pretty good right now. This is what I do when I'm feeling like this I try to think positive and just move on. No time for negativity in my life and dare to say it "AIN'T NOBODY GOT TIME FOR THAT!!!!" lol

Well that's it for this awesome guy, laters!!!!!

blog post #8: ITS FRIDAY!....oh wait

Hello everyone,

Normally i'll be excited cuz its Friday but not really that excited though. Tomorrow ill be working overtime at work. I mean I cant complain to much cuz ill be getting more money on my paycheck but still don't like the feeling I have to wake up early for work. All I can say is oh well! Gotta do what you gotta do I suppose.
Hope everyone has a nice weekend and enjoy this beautiful weather we've been having. Well this weekend we're suppose to be getting some thunderstorms so I'm sure its gonna be a loud weekend lol. So what's everyone up too this weekend? Anything exciting happening with you guys?

Well today wasn't a bad day for me. It was a very beautiful day, wished I wasn't working so I could of enjoyed this awesome day. It would of been nice too enjoying this type of weather with someone. Still it wasn't a bad day. We we're busy at work. Apparently our busy season here now so we're gonna be getting lots of orders so we're gonna super busy. I heard Monday its gonna get crazy for us. I just have to be ready for that! lol

Man I've been feeling exhausted lately. I'm just tired of feeling tired. As much sleep as I try to get I still feel tired. It doesn't help that I have lots of thoughts brewing inside my head that I wish I could get it out of me but I cant. I try not to think to much but I just cant help it. Sometimes I think I might need professional help to release everything I have inside. I try not to get too depressed but sometimes I just cant help it. I am thankful that I got the people that I know in my life to make my day better. My friends and family that's there for me. If it wasn't for them ill be miserable. I know I've said this lots of times but I'm pointing it out cuz its true. Don't get me wrong I'm not feeling 100% emotionally but with those guys like family and friends make feel a lot better. Like at work, it sucks but what makes it better is that my friend Danny works there so that makes that place I call job tolerable. All I can say is thank you guys for making my life easier on me. Anyway that's all I have to say about that.

I guess that's it for me. Here's the song of the day

Laters!

blog post #7: Thinking

Hey everyone,

My mind has been super busy today. Actually its so busy at this particular moment I'm typing this and its taking me awhile to type because I have so many things in my head I don't even know what to say or even if I should say it here in a blog. I guess I can say some stuff and the rest I should just keep it to myself. This week I was told by a friend his story when he was a young teen. This actually got me thinking cuz his story was when he was 12 or 13 years old he used to hang out with a girl that he liked. he had a crush on her. Time passed they went their separate ways and realized they were made for one another. If only he had told the girl how he felt about her they would of been together cuz pretty much the girl had a crush on him as well but now its to late cuz the girl is married to a jerk and has kids. They figured out they would of made a perfect couple but since time passed and they each married someone else instead. He told me they used to eat ice cream together in the evenings and just spend time together.
This had me thinking if you have feelings for someone always have the courage to tell that special someone how you feel cuz you never know if that person feels the same. In other words don't wait any longer. Tell the person how you really feel cuz if you don't it might be too late. Time will pass real fast and when you least expected they're gonna go their own separate way and you may never have a chance with that particular person again.

Anyway hows everyone doing today? I had an meh kinda day. I wasn't very focused today my mind wasn't at work and was feeling kinda tired. It didn't help that it was rainy and cool. Well anyway yesterday we unloaded containers almost the whole day then after that i got hangout with Katherine and we had a blast like we always do whenever we see each other! We went to see the bear movie. Cute movie I have to say. Anyways I wasn't having a good day today. Plus I'm working this Saturday and not looking forward to it. I mean yes, its more money on my paycheck but still don't feel like working on a Saturday lol
Right now I just feel exhausted. mentally I'm exhausted and also physically. I took a long well deserved nap to rest and to see if I could feel much better, it helped just a lil bit.

Well my friends that's it for me. Here's the song of the day.

 

Laters!

 

 

 

 



blog post #6: Wazup ya'll!

Hello to all my readers,

How was everyone's weekend? Friday night I was having a horrible day on magic the gathering so I'm not the champ anymore. I wasn't getting the right cards and that sucked and on call of duty I also got my ass kicked by my sister. I was just having a horrible weekend on video games lol. My birthday was yesterday 4/20! and Easter! I didn't do much for my birthday except catching on some sleep. I really needed that. I was gonna take today and tomorrow off from work cuz of my birthday but were working on Saturday and this means overtime! I need the overtime so I'm not complaining.

So today was a pretty good day for me. Work was the same as usual. helped out Danny at stocking it wasn't too bad cuz I like working on stocking cuz Danny the supervisor so we get to hang out sort of speak just for a lil bit. lol Then I got to hang out with Katherine, her dad mike, and Sarah as well. Had an awesome time with them like always and we saw the movie jackass presents bad grandpa. It was hilarious considering I'm not a fan of jackass bur this movie I liked.
I am loving this weather! This is my favorite weather. 70 degree weather to go out and enjoy it! FUCKING AWESOME!

I wanna thank everyone that remembered that yesterday was my birthday. those people that posted on my wall or texted me my birthday wishes. thanks you guys! I know Facebook reminded people that yesterday was my birthday but still a very few of you guys took time and sent me birthday wishes. again thanks!!!!

That's it for right now I guess. Here's the song of the day

 



Laters!!!!!

blog post #5: TGIF

hello to all of my blog readers,

Man what a day today. Rough start at work in the morning cuz I started out workday by unloading a really rough container that kicked my ass. I'm still feeling tired actually. lol then after that workday started getting real slow. I got home took a shower then a nap. I feel a lil better but still feeling tired.
All I can say to that is that I'm glad its FRIDAY!!!!
Anyways I haven't posted a blog since Monday. its was a tough week at work so I was too tired to be in the computer to do anything. But since its Friday and I have stuff in my mind I said hey why not make a blog. Specially I got my ass kicked in magic by Danny today but its all good though. it was fun!.
Like I said my week was tough at work plus my lack of sleep doesn't help either. Been only sleeping only a few hours at night and wake up at 6 am in the morning that sucks! Yesterday I was almost late for work. I woke up normal time, turned off the alarm on my phone then went back to sleep. I woke up like 15 min before work started. I managed to get there in time with a few minutes to spare. Luckily for me I live like 5 min from work so that work but its been that kind of week.

OMG this is my favorite song lately

 

Plans for the weekend? I don't know yet but I'm happy that Sunday is gonna be my birthday. YAY! lol which happens to be on Easter this year. I love my birthday 4/20 like I keep telling everybody I'm  natural high. So whats everyone gonna give me for my birthday? just kidding. lol I cant believe I'm 25 already. I remember I was only 18 not too long ago and now I'm turning 25. man time sure flies. I wish I was kid again but then again who doesn't right? don't have to worry about work and pay damn bills. wish there was a way to turn into a kid once again.

 

that's its for me. Here's the song of the day

 

 

Laters!

 

 

blog post #4: Ugh Mondays!

Hello my awesome blog readers,

Ugh had a rough start to this Monday. After coming from a weekend that I could just couldn't sleep for the second straight weekend, it was tough. Not only that but to wake up very early, I just hate mornings. Anyways had a rough start today. it got better cuz like I said its Monday and on Mondays I get to hang out with Katherine, her dad and Sarah and they are all awesome! I got to finally see the movie how to train your dragon. It was a very good movie! thanks for showing me the movie Kat lol.

Today at work there's a new coworker in our department, she's pretty cute and all I can say I'm glad I'm not training her or else I wouldn't focus on my work cuz you know ill be working with a cute girl lol. I'm already distracted with a lot of stuff anyways and I'm always getting mistakes that Danny and his guys from his department keeps finding that were from the orders I worked on lol what I do is just blame him for it. just kidding. lol hahahaha

you know this my fourth blog entry in here and I'm liking it cuz I get to express and let some stuff out instead of keeping it to myself. Still there are stuff I wish I could say and express but I wont cuz those particular things should stay in my head for right now. I mean like I said in a previous post I wish I could say what's really in my head but I wont even I did no one would understand.

so how was everybody's weekend? any interesting stuff over the weekend. I didn't do anything interesting. just went to the store on Saturday. it was very warm that day and then this morning was snowing, SNOWING!!!!!! all I can say is fucking bipolar Kansas weather. this is where I miss LAs weather. its always nice and constant. Back to my weekend topic, after that I got to play a lil black ops with the sis. I totally kicked her ass in that game. hahahahaha lol its gonna be our Saturday thing for now on.


That's all I have to say for today hope you guys had an awesome day. Here's the song of the day

And yes another pink Floyd song lol

 

Laters!

blog post #3: PATHETIC!!!!!!

hello to all the readers of my blogs,

What's pathetic is dating sites and related to those sites! lots of high standard women that supposedly looking for the "right guy" all I can say is bullshit. they only want the good looking assholes that don't know how to treat a woman right. this is why I gave up on dating sites cuz the girls in there are so fucking shallow! its PATHETIC! yes I have meet good friends on those sites but if you're looking for a relationship its not worth it! We are living a time where most people are too damn superficial and go for the looks and not the personality and how they really are and this makes me sad. sorry I'm just venting after being on meetme.com and seeing all the questions and things guys posts on girls profiles and all I can say is that's all stupid. But then again here I am, sending a simple lil message to girls and what do I get? nothing not a damn reply. why? cuz I'm not a fucking guy with a fucking six pack yet they claim they want a "nice guy that treats them right" bullshit! or maybe I'm the idiot for wasting my time using those damn websites.
Look I'm not saying I'm looking for a relationship or anything I just want to meet new people and make new friends so I said you know what? ill just go to those dating sites but no its not fucking worth it. I think they should take all those dating sites down FOREVER!!!!!!!!!! I don't know why they even bother on creating profile in there if they are not even gonna bother on answering people when someone message them. Its just stupid in my opinion. I wish I could get a fucking message from someone but not even that! NOTHING! NOT A DAMN MESSAGE! and to think there are some dating sites where you can pay like 40 bucks a month for their services. HA! what a waste of money seriously. I think I'm just gonna stick to the old fashion of meeting new people. Like I said as much as I would like to be in a relationship, I just wanna meet new people and make new friends. but if I happen to find the person that's cool, I'm not gonna say no to it but like I said that's is not my priority right now.
My priority right now is to enjoy life and have fun with the people I care about like my friends and family. You guys are AWESOME!!!!! 

This is the reason I created this account so I can vent out or say what's in my mind or post whatever the hell I want. Like today I was on meetme.com and it pissed the hell off me so that's why posted this today lol

Now changing topics. I'm glad its the weekend. YAY ITS FRIDAY!!!!! sucks that I'm broke but I don't care cuz its the weekend. Hope everyone have a nice weekend and enjoy the nice weather we've been having lately. I just LOVE nice weather but then again who doesn't right? lol Hmm plans for this weekend? not very much. maybe play some call of duty ghost with my sister tomorrow. that's gonna be our thing on Saturdays now. I haven't played that game that much so I decided hey maybe I can play call of duty with my sister on Saturdays. I would love to hear what are your plans for this weekend? anything interesting going on for peeps?

One more thing my bday is in one week!!!!!!!!!!!

well that's it for me. Here's the song of the day.

laters!

blog post #2: Listening to some awesome music and random thoughts

To the people that read this wazup!

I'm currently sitting in my computer here blogging and listening to some awesome music. I was listening to some Ozzy Osbourne and black Sabbath. now I'm listening to some styx. That's what I'm talking about!

 

 



 

So lately on my mobile version of facebook and on the regular web version as well, under the people you may know section, I keep seeing a profile of a super cute girl. I'm not gonna say her name cuz obviously she's a mutual friend of people I know on facebook but its just something I'm pointing out. lol. Every time I'm on my facebook her profile keeps popping out. maybe its destiny saying "johny! add her as a friend!" lol but im not gonna do that but still I just think she's super pretty!

 

What else is on my head today? I'm gonna get ready to defend my magic the gathering championship for the 3rd week straight and I'm gonna win it! I love the deck I'm using on magic cuz it FUCKING kicks ass!!!!! My friend Danny is going down tomorrow night!

 

anyway that's it for today. that's what I had in mind and decided to share it with everyone.

 

laters!



blog post #1: hello everyone

Hi everyone,  just giving this a try. I'm bored so I don't know what to type in here. anyway I'm currently listening to led zeppelin

Today was like any other day at work. Nothing too special. my mind was very busy like always thinking about some random stuff. Just thinking about the past and thinking about the awesome times I spent with this awesome person I met almost a year ago. All I can say about that is that I wish things could be different between us but hey it is what  it is. Anyway I don't know a lot of people but that's ok because the very few people I know and consider friends are awesome!  if it wasn't for them making my day better I would lose it! thanks guys! even a simple text or message saying good morning or a hello means a lot cuz I can see people does care about me. right now I'm at a point where I need friends to make my life a lil better and I'm only gonna focus on people that does consider me as a friend.

What else can I say? I've been having trouble sleeping at night and it sucks cuz I work in the morning. again my stupid mind wont let me sleep sometimes. I wish I could tell everyone what the hell is going on with me but I cant cuz only I know what im going through so im nor going too. I try to stay positive and try to be happy everyday. :) anyway I hate working in the morning, everyday im fully awake after 11am. ugh lol

ok that's all I can say for right now.

laters!